WORLD OF EMOTIONS.

2010-04-11T06:41:00.001-07:00

it feels...shitty ==

c'mon, try not to let me feel useless. juz stop asking me questions dat i cant answer AT ALL (u noe well abt dat 1)

M.N. =(

2010-04-03T23:41:00.000-07:00

其实，说完全不后悔那肯定是假的。
因为在转身那一刻我就后悔了，没关系，反正有缘还怕没机会吗？

或许幸福根本不需要争取，该是你的终究会是你的。只怕，到时已经太迟...

看吧，这就是老爱自相矛盾的我。 =.=

M.N.

:)

2010-03-27T00:15:00.000-07:00

Exams are over. Holidays are over. Results are out. And it wasn't a good start when school reopens. First day of school got terrible high fever, then result came out, i got dengue :( Blood count keep dropping but i still did not get admitted since my blood count is still not THAT low. Homework pilled up higher than mountain but i still ain't touching it. hehe ;)

Anyway, i really wanna go for mssd volleyball training but my dad said i just recovered so i can't go :( However, i'll ask him again 2mr and see whats the outcome of it. Hopefully can go. I wanna play volleyball. I LOVE to play volleyball :) and i CAN play alright? I am not rookie sort of player and also not that pro also la duh. average u call it :)

Exam results are out and i did not do so well of course. Was not feeling that well during the exams period but who cares? its only the first term. Not the trials. Besides, its not the full format sort of paper. Its just a warm up paper only. It cant prove much.

My better is better than your better : nike ads

2010-03-05T07:06:00.000-08:00

love it!... especially the 2nd part ^^
M.N.

random

2010-02-19T05:03:00.000-08:00

dinner ends so early...

and I haven't start studying...feeling guilty~

M.N.

2010-02-13T06:50:00.001-08:00

You're never there when I need you =(

M.N.

2010-02-12T05:55:00.000-08:00

忘了我们是在什么时候
选择放开彼此的手
忘了我们为了什么理由
才会让你一个人走
为什么总在失去后才懂得
才发现你对我最重要
为什么到后来我才有听说你最爱的人还是我
多想妥协多想眷恋
我想你在身边
能不能够让我们从来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈
当那一天当我们还强烈
你说过要陪我走到永远
还是你在敷衍
能不能够让我们从来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈
当那一天当我们还强烈
你说过要陪我走到永远
但你却说抱歉
我不想要再对自己抱怨

2010-02-12T05:39:00.000-08:00

新年快要到咯！！！情人节和年初一都在同一天叻！！！兴奋吧？也许吧。。。haiz...

你不是真正的快乐~

2010-02-09T00:50:00.000-08:00

人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了

你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了然後才後悔着

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着
~~End~~

青花瓷

2010-01-30T23:50:00.000-08:00

青花瓷 - 周杰伦

词/方文山曲/周杰伦

素胚勾勒出青花笔锋浓转淡
瓶身描绘的牡丹一如你初妆
冉冉檀香透过窗心事我了然
宣纸上走笔至此搁一半
釉色渲染仕女图韵味被私藏
而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散
去到我去不了的地方

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起隔江千万里
在瓶底书刻隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
月色被打捞起云开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽
你眼带笑意

色白花青的锦鲤跃然于碗底
临摹宋体落款时却惦记着你
你隐藏在窑烧里千年的秘密
极细腻犹如绣花针落地
帘外芭蕉惹骤雨门环惹铜绿
而我路过那江南小镇惹了你
在泼墨山水画里
你从墨色深处被隐去

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起隔江千万里
在瓶底书刻隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天青色等烟雨　而我在等你
月色被打捞起　云开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽你眼带笑意

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起隔江千万里
在瓶底书刻隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天青色等烟雨而我在等你
月色被打捞起云开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽你眼带笑意

對不起，保護不了你!

2010-01-23T07:07:00.001-08:00

有位男孩很愛女孩，男孩把她當寶一樣的捧在手裏。下雨時，男孩總是把傘儘量撐在女孩身上，而自己淋濕了，卻還是笑得很甜，女孩很感動，也很喜歡男孩這樣的寵著她。那天，他們一起去散步回來，路過一個工地，突然一塊碎石從上面掉了下來。男孩趕緊用身體抱住女孩，可突然地男孩將女孩的身體背轉過來，自己倒在了地上。女孩重重的摔在男孩身上，而石塊正好砸在女孩的額頭，血慢慢地流出來。女孩哭著跑了回家，他真的很失望。。。男孩打給女孩好多通電話，但女孩沒接就把手機關了，就把自己關在房間裏痛哭。直到被敲門聲驚醒，女孩的媽媽告訴她，男孩被一根鐵筋刺穿了肺部，失血過多離開了人世。。。女孩像瘋了似的跑去醫院，男孩躺在白色的病床上，手裏緊緊地握著手機，上面寫著這樣的一封資訊： [親愛的，當我看到地上的鐵筋時，我已經沒有辦法為你擋住石頭了，親愛的，痛嗎？] 女孩抱著男孩的屍體痛哭著。

It bleeds.

2010-01-16T07:40:00.001-08:00

No one understands me. No one. They think i smile and laugh in school where ever i go, i am fine. To be honest, i am not. Every minute, in me, it bleeds. Hurt. Scar that will never be gone, left behind by a very important person to me. I ditched everyone, got insulted, just to be with the one, but in the end, what i got is dissappointment. I silently cry everyday for the deep scar that will hardly heal itself. i better rub it with salt to easen myself. Lack of appreciation towards me, seriously, dissappoints me. I have nothing else to say other then, ''i look ok, but i am not.'' It bleeds in me, every minute, everyday. Let fate decide.

BY
B

A little something to share

2010-01-16T06:41:00.001-08:00

My love... is never enough, not enough for me to tell you, not enough for me to remember either. Till now when I look back, all I see is silly histories, love? none.

This quote means a little something I guess: 爱情没有适不适合，只有珍不珍惜。

dont think I will need it for now.But let's use it on friendship k?

M.N. =)

悲伤的“情”只会让眼泪模糊自己

2010-01-13T23:55:00.000-08:00

静静地听着琳恩马莲的音乐，突然觉得胸口有种剧烈的疼痛。这种痛并不是来自于音乐本身，而是源自于一种精神的折磨和刺伤。似乎只有在这种并不算唯美的情况下，我的文字才会让我演绎得惟妙惟肖，伤感的APLACENEARBY却把世间的伤感全部诠释成沧桑与悲哀！也许世间因有了“情”这样东西，这样害人害己的东西。想起好多好多青涩年少时的回忆，一些寂寥的往事！高四那年，和自己喜欢的人。写过很多事情。我会因为不敢和他正面谈话，而改过书信的交流方式！今我又和她有了联系，因为我怀念着那年的这份感觉，一个人总要走陌生的路，看陌生人风景，听陌生的歌，然后在某个不经意的瞬间，你会发现原本费劲心机想要忘记的事情真的就这样忘记了。悲伤的情-只会让眼泪模糊了自己。在忙碌的生活中，我渐渐的开始爱上了这个看似陌生的我，一个人听着音乐、一个人走在路上、一个人奋斗着。

M.C

朋友- 歌词

2010-01-11T22:27:00.000-08:00

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦
终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

appreciate it michelle ng.

让生命过得没遗憾

2010-01-08T04:04:00.000-08:00

活在当下。

过去的是历史，现在，才是真正重要的。

如果明天你就死了，希望你做的最后一件事不是在想什么：“如果...”。
不要等到失去了才感到惋惜，不要为过去所做的错误而耿耿于怀，毕竟那只会浪费自己的时间，占用过多的脑细胞。
相信自己，相信你能让以后的自己感到骄傲。

创造美好的回忆，不是沉醉在回忆里能做的。

所以，醒醒吧，沉睡在梦中的人！
好好珍惜现在，把生命活出精彩。

M.N.

....

2010-01-08T01:40:00.000-08:00

The world is very weird. Even the people living in it is more weird. Many people don't appreciate what is right infront of them, instead, they go thinking and wondering about the past. The past is the past. I can't change it. You can't change it. No one can. Life have to move on. We got to forget the past and see what is right infront of our eyes. Appreciate it.

BY
B

Let Me In - Zee Avi

2010-01-07T00:43:00.000-08:00

Bring me a lily, and one loaf of bread,
Take me home now,
And I can't forget any word that you said,
But they're gone now
Trying my best to keep up with your pace,
But you're too fast
Trying my best to get off of this fence for I won't last.

Maybe we can try to be better this time
Maybe we can try to be better this time

I'm just a sparkle of dust in his gigantic bowl now,
And I'm gone when only where the wind will take me,
Bring me down now,
But my smiles turn to tears and I'm facing my fears,
Can you see me?
Trying my best to reach out for your hand,
You wont let me,
I've done what i can,
You keep changing your plans,
Do you need me?

Maybe we can try to be better this time
Maybe we can try to be better this time

So let me in,
Let me in,
Let me in

M.N.

....

2010-01-06T03:35:00.001-08:00

i was wrong. it got worse. way worse. i feel like crying my heart out.

BY
B

It is.

2010-01-05T02:42:00.001-08:00

It just gets better and better. yeah.

BY
B

等待.............

2010-01-01T06:16:00.000-08:00

曾經有人說過，當你愛一個人的時候，你願意無條件地等他。等待心愛的人是一種快樂，因為有一個人讓你等他但是沒有期限的。等待是一種深不見底的痛苦，永遠都不知要等到何時也不知可不可以等沒期限的。等待是漫長，曾經我很高興可以等待，但時間漫漫流逝才發現自己已經被黑暗吞噬失去了靈魂。現在我才覺悟自己真的很傻等待一個不會愛自己的他，原來等待竟然等如錯過。這個等待令我受傷，也令我傷害了很多人。

M.C

不爱，也是一种爱

2009-12-30T07:03:00.000-08:00

人总是会变，关系也是，爱更加不用说。就算是你最要好的姐妹那又如何。人总算自私，为了要达到目的而不折手段自自然然就变成了理所当然，所谓‘人心难测’。那爱呢？爱只是人生里的某个阶段。眷恋，撕裂，遗憾，逃避，自然就变成人生里的某部分。爱情里最残忍的或许不是遗憾而是否认。每一段爱情里也许会有遗憾，但你能肯定对方也有着该遗憾吗？若他也有该遗憾，这段爱情还能挽救吗？脑里曾浮现该类似的问题，就算心里已有答案，但仍让放不下。在失去后才懂得珍惜，懂得对方是最重要，却在这时候发现我们的距离越来越远，就甚至连朋友都做不成。付出的感情不一定能得到回报，但至少留下深刻的回忆。有时想起，心里也有一丝丝的甜蜜，甜蜜里却带着一阵阵剧痛，也许这就叫‘遗憾’。比你活得更美好，更快乐，更幸福，是我唯一和最后能为你做的事，让你不会为我们这段爱情感到内疚，好好地活下去，甚至活得更开心。每一段爱情不一定都会有美好的结局，但只要双方都能活得开心，付出也是值得。虽然没有你的日子有点难熬，但只要你快乐，什么都是值得的。为对方付出也是一种福气。以前我一直认为一段爱情是要双方的付出，体谅，关爱，但有时不爱，也是一种爱。

M.C

HOT.

2009-12-30T06:33:00.000-08:00

Cute huh? Quite hot actually.

But when she acted in this '' table of glory'' drama.....she is so damn cool weih! Her character is freaking cool!!!! =)

Hope it lasts

2009-12-28T21:56:00.000-08:00

Tired of always changing my mind? doubt so, it'll be so boring! XP
anyway, hope this particular one lasts.

M.N. =)

第一次爱上的人…初恋？

2009-12-07T06:42:00.000-08:00

好吧，看来我也只好分享一下了=.=

“我超级想念金桢勋的～～！！！”

很久都没有听到他的消息，没有他的近期照片，没有他的近期作品…
他跑去服兵役了，听说要三年那么长～～～。这感觉很恐怖，已经很想念他了 = (

看看他演的剧吧，尤其是「宫」。我不知道该怎么说…他真的很特别。
对你所爱的人的期待，应该不是其他什么那些有的没的，而是他会永远快乐幸福吧。
所以，祝他永远快乐！＝D

M.N. =)

Me again?

2009-12-04T08:31:00.000-08:00

haha...why always i update one ah?

not fair

not fair

not fair

......

......

BY
B

CUTEZ.........PUPPY~~~~

2009-11-25T22:10:00.001-08:00

FOR YOU.....

Good morning =D

2009-11-19T16:38:00.000-08:00

Blogging at 8.38 a.m. is definitely abnormal for me but i just want to write a few words for one reason.

What reason?

The reason to beg God not to let my dream that i dreamt this morning come true.

Please. I am begging You. Please do not let my dream this morning come true. Let it be a dream, forever and ever. It not becoming a reality will just make me more happy. Seriously. Please. I woke up this morning and found out that my heart was so so painful until i realised the dream i dreamt was so damn scary if it came true. I beg You for this once, please do not let it come true. I don't want to see it.

By
B

Its been long.

2009-11-13T17:57:00.000-08:00

Its definitely been a long time since i updated this blog because i had been busy with my life recently and now, i had come to a stable situation. Things, however, are started to turn worse but my 100% faith in it brings me back on track. I need to lose weight, thats one thing for sure, i need to focus on what am i doing, trying to save a well which is drying out of water. I need that well badly cause i seriously, with all my heart and soul, i love it. I do. Its going to dry up and i, need to save it with whatever i can do. Just to let you know, i am 100% commited and i will, definitely, save that well. Villagers had been trying to demolish that well by legal actions and even some, hit me hard, using dirty ways to own that well. I am deeply sad, can't even sleep, just because i was thinking on how to save that well.

By
B

背.弃

2009-11-06T06:30:00.000-08:00

没改变
什么也没变
却坚持在离开的背影
用钢笔
重重地画下句点。
不许自己哭
更不许自己回头
时间滴答过了
怎能轻易忘掉

口袋里不再珍藏的
路口也不再竖立的
是你遗留的记号
迷路又何妨
走向的
不再是相同的地方

那瞬间的改变已成了永远
或许
幻觉早不该再重现

M.N.

《一下下》

2009-11-04T17:11:00.000-08:00

最后一班悬浮火车
满载悬在空气中的不舍
我们却像陌路旅客
在月台分开站着毫无牵扯

现在的我能说甚么
徘徊你们之间的流浪者
说决定心是给你的
却要你给我留下来的许可

我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦

我只想再哭(默哀)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法才不再想他

我希望你是谅解
我的感动过的痕迹很难割舍
一颗心就要爱你了
暂停一下并不算出尔反尔

M.C

爱过了，伤过了，痛过了，然而才明白一切，原来自己是个爱情傻瓜！

2009-11-04T01:43:00.000-08:00

回想这半年来，幸福总是那么的遥不可及！记忆总是那么的凄凉无助！许多个夜晚，许多个午夜梦回的时候，我躲在黑暗里思念你，相思煎熬着侵蚀着我的身体，长夜空虚使我怀念往昔的你，怀念在我心中那一个情深似海的故事，思念你永远没有停止的那一天，直到我疲倦的睡去.......漆黑一片，四周一切是别样的静，唯有的就是我悄然的哭泣声。我忍住不哭，可双眼已经模糊，我很无助很孤独........寂寞和孤独慢慢蚕食我的灵魂和躯体，只因为没有你倾听我的诉说........爱情永远是经久不衰的热门话题，在唯美纯朴的爱情故事中，“浪漫”永远是大多数人所憧憬和幻想的。在爱情世界里是两人个人的天堂，彼此相互关爱、疼爱、呵护所让对方产生的感觉那就是幸福，而这种幸福就是“浪漫爱情”的体现，成功的爱情有甜蜜和幸福、失败的爱情有痛苦和折磨，俗话说爱与被爱都是一种幸福；爱情在人们心里是多么的神圣而又神秘的的东西,我们常常向往着得到爱,真爱.一味的去追求自己所爱,却忽落自己所能承受将要发生的惨剧!多少个无人的夜晚，自己一个人偷偷的哭泣，却不敢放声的大哭。我的生活，是一团混乱，维持单身感觉茫然，喜不喜欢习不习惯?我总是说不出个答案，一个人来又一个人往，怎么让你流连忘返?就如我不能轻易割舍和你那份情。我有的时候总是在想，如果没有忧郁没有音乐没有哭泣的麻醉，剩下的日子我真的不知还能不能度过?

M.C

晴天的眼泪

2009-11-04T01:29:00.000-08:00

从前有一个女孩,她喜欢上了一个男孩。那一个男孩是很活泼的那一种，一直都拥有很多的朋友。他也很爱玩，所以一直也都有女生喜欢他。那女孩一直不知道该怎么认识他，所以只能够默默的喜欢着他。直到有一天她知道了她有个朋友认识那男孩。于是，她就要她朋友把他介绍让她认识。她朋友知道她喜欢那男孩后，就对她说你知道吗?那个男孩他很花心啊！听说她跟之前那个女朋友不到几天就散了。女孩听不下朋友的话，只说：我只是想认识他而已啦！别想太多啦～～～于是她朋友才将她介绍给男孩认识。那一天他们一起出去玩，女孩完全被男孩吸引住了。回家后，女孩发现自己越来越喜欢他了。女孩回家不久就接到了一通电话。是男孩打来的,男孩问她觉得今天好玩吗？女孩接到男孩的电话很高兴，男孩约她下一次再一起出去玩。女孩很快就答应了。再第二次出去玩的时候，男孩就向女孩告白了。女孩很高兴，就在那一天要回家时跟男孩说：“你等下打电话给我我再跟你说，”于是就在女孩回家不久后接到了男孩的电话。在电话中女孩答应了男孩的要求当了她的女朋友女孩是第一次谈恋爱所以她很用心的经营着他们之间的感情，她总是无时无刻的在想男孩；想着如何让男孩感到惊喜；如何让他快乐……可男孩只是将女孩当作是很普通的一个女朋友。所以在交往不到一个星期时男孩已经开始对女孩冷淡，不再对她呵护备至了。女孩也感觉到了，她警觉的开始在想：男孩是不是不爱她了？她很害怕，因为对她来说男孩是她现在的一切。她害怕会失去他，于是她开始想着要如何才能让男孩在乎自己？她更加的努力—为了男孩学煮菜；学做家事，为了男孩她将所有她从不曾做的事都学了起来。
可是呢？男孩却没有因此回头。她的嘘寒问暖变成了罗嗦；对他的在乎变成了压力，就在他们交往第二个月时男孩提出了分手。女孩在男孩面前是那样的镇定，说：是吗？嗯，我知道了。
男孩转身就走了只留下一句：以后我们还是朋友！
女孩勇敢的回到家。一直到回到自己房间才哭出来。她不懂她哪里做错了？为什么男孩不爱她了？她在房间想了很久之后决定—再过不久是男孩的生日，她要在那一天挽回男孩的心。于是，她开始计划……那一天终于来到了。她期待了，好久～～～
就在她要到那男孩家去帮他庆生时—在路上遇到了一辆失控的货车。就这样，她就这样消失在这个世界。那个男孩在不久后接到了女孩朋友的电话，他赶到现场。只见女孩怀里抱着一个东西，他走近拿起来看：那是一个包装的很美的礼物盒.外面写着给晴天!
于是,男孩拆开来看.
里面有一本日记跟一瓶香水以及一封信,日记里是女孩从喜欢男孩开始,将她每天的心情写下来.而信里写着：晴天,今天是你的生日.送你一瓶香水，这瓶香水是晴天.是我觉得那味道很有晴天的感觉.所以才买的.祝你生日快乐!还有那一本日记,是我从好久好久以前喜欢你开始写的.希望你能明白:我真的很爱你。
清晰的笔迹滴上了,一滴滴的泪珠.就在那一刻男孩明白了-原来他对女孩是有着深深的爱的，只是他忽略了那一份感觉。他悲伤的抱住女孩，大声的喊着：我爱你！你不要死！我不要你死！你还没有接受我全部的爱呢……你不是说要跟我在一起的吗？起来啊～～～那一刻天空突然下起了雨—也许那是晴天的眼泪吧？

M.C

记得

2009-10-30T02:31:00.000-07:00

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口

m.n.

SOMETHING SAD ABOUT ME

2009-10-16T19:05:00.001-07:00

WHEN I THINK I GOT EVERYTHING, GOD JUST WANTS TO TAKE IT BACK FROM ME. DESPITE ALL THE EFFORT, HARDWORK AND TIME I SPENT ON IT, I STILL FAIL TO ACHIEVE IT AND NOW, I HAVE NOTHING LEFT.

BY
B

1 more week till exams.

2009-10-10T09:13:00.001-07:00

One more week till exams arrived.

And let me tell you how many percent i have completed my studies.

Bio-20%.
Chemistry-30%
Physcis-0%
English-50%
BM-70%
Chinese-60%
Sejarah-0%
Add maths-80%
Maths-60%
Moral-0%

i have only one week left. What do u expect me to do??

When everytime i want to study, i will sure either no mood or my mind will linger around at MARS when i am studying. I think most of the students are 90% ready for the exams and this term, i dun think i will excel. trust me.

Tired of studying,

Goodbye~!

2009-10-02T05:11:00.000-07:00

I've said goodbye, so why weren't you leaving?
In short:

ITS KILLLIN ME.

2009-09-26T22:43:00.000-07:00

THOUGHT OF IT.

TOOK THE ACTIONS.

GOT THE HORRIFYING RESULTS.

REGRETTED ABOUT THE STUPID-ME.

NOW, I GOT THE TRUTH.

READY TO DO WHAT IS NECCESSARY AFTER SCHOOL REOPENS, TOMORROW.

SHOULD I SLOWLY KILL IT OR JUST BLAST A BOMB RIGHT AWAY?

BY
B

I THINK I SHOULD SLOWLY KILL IT. BOMBING WILL BE JUST TOO CRUEL.

IS HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF?

2009-09-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

No idea.

I don't know!

Its just creeps out from my mind when i think too much!!!

Geeesh.....i hate to think but at the same time, i really LOVE to think.

Anyway, i think i still got a little crush on Beyonce.

Pause! Beyonce symbolises one girl. Not the real Beyonce. DUH!!!

Again, i dun know. When i think about it,i think still got a little but its disappearing. YEAH!!! XP

HMMMMM.....

2009-09-25T07:53:00.000-07:00

Running away from problems in life does not solve the solution. I don't do that.

I face it.

Anyway, life is actually quite easy and simple. Many thinks its hard but its not. For me, there is only one thing which is hard in life.

LOVE.

By
B

2009-09-24T08:49:00.000-07:00

The door is closing.
And with a big "bang!" ,
it's not gonna open anymore.

M.N. (forgive me, i'm juz bored XP)

TILL DEATH DO US APART.

2009-09-22T19:43:00.000-07:00

Sounds dramatic huh??

Indeed.

Love is wonderful thing but many ppl have different perspective on it. Some says it sweet, some says its hurtful. For me? Its something which will connect ppl from heart to heart, true love, till death do us apart.

Many are scared to fall in love, having the fear that they will lose focus on other daily routines. As a matter of fact, its true. But one have to have a really strong inner-self to control their mind. Doing the right thing at the right time at the right place is all fated. Decisions are made and you can't always make the right one. If that happens, the world cant be a sphere anymore.

Love failure is what i call myself. People who fail to get the person who they loved is call love failure and that is me. I am not desperate for a girlfriend actually. I just want someone where i can tell her I LOVE YOU every night,a girl where i can hug, i can hold her hand on the streets and share the love in me with that special one. I won't expect much from her. I just want her to love me. That's all i ask.

Besides, what i want is true love. Not a forceful one.

I trust fate and yet again, till death do us apart.

BY
B

...

2009-09-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. Love is best seen as devotion and action, not an emotion. Love is not exclusively based on how we feel. Certainly our emotions are involved, but they cannot be our only criteria for love. True devotion will always lead to action—true love.

M.C

what's love???

2009-09-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over....I remember the first day when i saw him in class. I just looked at him and was impressed by his personality....... days passed........... and just a hello hi sort of conversation continued. I sent him a message and asked him out. He asked me who am i. Then we used to send forwarded messages to each other. Daily i used to look at his pics for hours. I dont know why i used to look but i felt something for him. Then we started chatting and there was a sort of excitement. We even started talking on phones. The whole day i used to wait for the night so that we can chat. we became friends but my feelings for him grew more and more as the time passed. Actually, there is no remedy for love but to love more. Whenever I meet him.... I feel the same charm as I felt on the first day. I want to be with him forever n ever n ever............!

M.C

I CRIED

2009-09-18T04:17:00.001-07:00

BY
B

OOHH YEAAHHH!!!

2009-09-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

BY
B

HMMMMMM........

2009-09-17T18:54:00.000-07:00

Life is so bored.

Seriously.

I just cannot think of what to do.

I want to study but no mood. lazy. Prefer to watch tv and hang out.

Am i changing recently? I don't think so. I hope not.

I AM worried about my exams and i will work hard for it.

But still, there is a little sting here and there. When i got nothing to do, i think.
Thats the only way i can keep my mind fresh and alert at all times. But the one thing bad about thinking is i think too much. YES. TOO TOO much.

Not that dirty stuffs lar...as in i think about my frens and my life. Think about plans but when i think too long, a fact always come in mind which i cannot say.THIS fact makes me sad and emo all the time and i will try to make my strong enough, just to make my way thru my life, IF and only if this fact came through.

The things i see in school clearly supports this fact and even yesterday, the incidentS i see supports the fact. I know there is a word call DENIAL but fate is fate.. I can see the that the thing i want is going directly opposite of my wish. Going to a point where it will seriously plunge an arrow through my heart if this little fact came through. I dunno what to say nor i dunno what to do. Its just a really bad pain when i come to think of this fact. So, let fate decide.

BY
B

失落沙洲

2009-09-11T21:46:00.000-07:00

歌名：失落沙洲
歌手：徐佳莹 ^.^

又来到这个港口没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟寻找失落的沙洲
随时间的海浪漂流我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖还有谁能教我勇敢
除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱

M.N.

Loneliness

2009-09-11T06:54:00.000-07:00

Lying there Awake

Wishing you could turn back the hands of time

Back to where you could relive a day that went wrong

Wishing things you said

You could take back

You hear someone say

I hate you!

Leave me alone!

Stop talking to me!

I dont care

Wishing you could go somewhere

Theres someplace you can go to be along

Alone

Loneliness is my best friend

Loneliness loves me

Loneliness is always there for me

No one cares

No one believes in me

No one wants me

Loneliness is my lover

Loneliness is my favorite past time

In bed alone

Wishing someone could talk to me

Hope someone comes along

And takes me away

But loneliness is my protector

It wont let me go

Even if someone tries

It takes me further

No one tries

No one cares

No ones there

I yell and scream for help

No ones there

I cry and whimper

No ones there

Why do I even try?

When no ones there to help

For I wish to I could escape

From the hands of loneliness

Gone

2009-09-09T00:42:00.000-07:00

The garden gate still swings the same,
The garden path stills winds its way,
Nothing's changed in the trees and the flowers,
Since the day you went away.

The door still opens and closes
And doesn't care that you're gone,
The curtains still open gladly
And the windows, to let in the sun

The carpets still are lying,
And the three- piece suite's in place,
And the mirror in the hallway's said nothing,
Now it does not reflect your face

The fire still burns brightly,
And the piano is still in tune,
And the electric bulb when switched on,
Still starkly lights the room

The newspaper boy still turns up
And the newspaper it does to,
But he no longer posts that glossy magazine,
That he used to bring for you

And the chilled pints of milk,
Safe in the icy packages printed blue,
Have never asked why now they were bought for one,
When once they were bought for two.

The flowers in the garden border,
Still lean and tremble and sway,
And have long since forgiven you,
For cutting some of them away

And the bedroom clock ticks loudly on,
Marking each passing hour,
And the bathroom cabinet keeps secret its memories,
Of watching you take a shower

No, nothing's changed since you went,
The wardrobe doesn't miss your clothes
And there's no sign of my memories of you,
I've hidden all of those

And you won't come again,
And we won't care that you do not,
Me, my house and garden,
Well survive with what we've got

Or at least I thought it was so,
Until last night through the open door,
I heard my beds soft sheets crying quietly,
Because you were no more

M.C

A friend.

2009-09-05T20:57:00.000-07:00

A friend, a friend
I have never known
A friend, a friend
That has shown
A doorway to light
A passage of hope
A piece of forever
And with this I cope
A friend, a friend
I will always hold dear
A friend, a friend
Who holds back my fear
Of all the rage
Of all the hurt
Of all the words
That are so curt
A friend, a friend
A friend indeed
He is my friend
And he will help me in need

BY
B

15 Malaysia~ ^-^

2009-09-04T22:52:00.000-07:00

M.N. =)

Lonely I Am

2009-09-04T20:40:00.000-07:00

Lonely are the nights
Lonely are the days
Lonely am I, in so many ways

Lonely are the seasons
Lonely are the years
So lonely am I, that it brings tears.

Lonely is this place
Lonely is my life
Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife

Lonely is this court room
Lonely is my sentence
So lonely am I that I ask for repentance.

HELOO

2009-09-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hey...just drop by to make my first post....hihi...and hellooo to everyone..XD