ITS KILLLIN ME.

THOUGHT OF IT.

TOOK THE ACTIONS.

GOT THE HORRIFYING RESULTS.

REGRETTED ABOUT THE STUPID-ME.

NOW, I GOT THE TRUTH.

READY TO DO WHAT IS NECCESSARY AFTER SCHOOL REOPENS, TOMORROW.

SHOULD I SLOWLY KILL IT OR JUST BLAST A BOMB RIGHT AWAY?

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B

I THINK I SHOULD SLOWLY KILL IT. BOMBING WILL BE JUST TOO CRUEL.

IS HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF?

No idea.

I don't know!

Its just creeps out from my mind when i think too much!!!

Geeesh.....i hate to think but at the same time, i really LOVE to think.

Anyway, i think i still got a little crush on Beyonce.

Pause! Beyonce symbolises one girl. Not the real Beyonce. DUH!!!

Again, i dun know. When i think about it,i think still got a little but its disappearing. YEAH!!! XP

HMMMMM.....

Running away from problems in life does not solve the solution. I don't do that.

I face it.

Anyway, life is actually quite easy and simple. Many thinks its hard but its not. For me, there is only one thing which is hard in life.

LOVE.

By
B

The door is closing.
And with a big "bang!" ,
it's not gonna open anymore.

M.N. (forgive me, i'm juz bored XP)

TILL DEATH DO US APART.

Sounds dramatic huh??

Indeed.

Love is wonderful thing but many ppl have different perspective on it. Some says it sweet, some says its hurtful. For me? Its something which will connect ppl from heart to heart, true love, till death do us apart.

Many are scared to fall in love, having the fear that they will lose focus on other daily routines. As a matter of fact, its true. But one have to have a really strong inner-self to control their mind. Doing the right thing at the right time at the right place is all fated. Decisions are made and you can't always make the right one. If that happens, the world cant be a sphere anymore.

Love failure is what i call myself. People who fail to get the person who they loved is call love failure and that is me. I am not desperate for a girlfriend actually. I just want someone where i can tell her I LOVE YOU every night,a girl where i can hug, i can hold her hand on the streets and share the love in me with that special one. I won't expect much from her. I just want her to love me. That's all i ask.

Besides, what i want is true love. Not a forceful one.

I trust fate and yet again, till death do us apart.

BY
B

...

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. Love is best seen as devotion and action, not an emotion. Love is not exclusively based on how we feel. Certainly our emotions are involved, but they cannot be our only criteria for love. True devotion will always lead to action—true love.

M.C

what's love???

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over....I remember the first day when i saw him in class. I just looked at him and was impressed by his personality....... days passed........... and just a hello hi sort of conversation continued. I sent him a message and asked him out. He asked me who am i. Then we used to send forwarded messages to each other. Daily i used to look at his pics for hours. I dont know why i used to look but i felt something for him. Then we started chatting and there was a sort of excitement. We even started talking on phones. The whole day i used to wait for the night so that we can chat. we became friends but my feelings for him grew more and more as the time passed. Actually, there is no remedy for love but to love more. Whenever I meet him.... I feel the same charm as I felt on the first day. I want to be with him forever n ever n ever............!

M.C

I CRIED

BY
B

OOHH YEAAHHH!!!

BY
B

HMMMMMM........

Life is so bored.

Seriously.

I just cannot think of what to do.

I want to study but no mood. lazy. Prefer to watch tv and hang out.

Am i changing recently? I don't think so. I hope not.

I AM worried about my exams and i will work hard for it.

But still, there is a little sting here and there. When i got nothing to do, i think.
Thats the only way i can keep my mind fresh and alert at all times. But the one thing bad about thinking is i think too much. YES. TOO TOO much.

Not that dirty stuffs lar...as in i think about my frens and my life. Think about plans but when i think too long, a fact always come in mind which i cannot say.THIS fact makes me sad and emo all the time and i will try to make my strong enough, just to make my way thru my life, IF and only if this fact came through.

The things i see in school clearly supports this fact and even yesterday, the incidentS i see supports the fact. I know there is a word call DENIAL but fate is fate.. I can see the that the thing i want is going directly opposite of my wish. Going to a point where it will seriously plunge an arrow through my heart if this little fact came through. I dunno what to say nor i dunno what to do. Its just a really bad pain when i come to think of this fact. So, let fate decide.

BY
B

失落沙洲

歌名：失落沙洲
歌手：徐佳莹 ^.^

又来到这个港口 没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟 寻找失落的沙洲
随时间的海浪漂流 我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落想念的 还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱



又回到这个尽头 我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我 不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来 只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖 还有谁能教我勇敢
除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱

M.N.

Loneliness

Lying there Awake

Wishing you could turn back the hands of time

Back to where you could relive a day that went wrong

Wishing things you said

You could take back

You hear someone say

I hate you!

Leave me alone!

Stop talking to me!

I dont care

Wishing you could go somewhere

Theres someplace you can go to be along

Alone

Loneliness is my best friend

Loneliness loves me

Loneliness is always there for me

No one cares

No one believes in me

No one wants me

Loneliness is my lover

Loneliness is my favorite past time

In bed alone

Wishing someone could talk to me

Hope someone comes along

And takes me away

But loneliness is my protector

It wont let me go

Even if someone tries

It takes me further

No one tries

No one cares

No ones there

I yell and scream for help

No ones there

I cry and whimper

No ones there

Why do I even try?

When no ones there to help

For I wish to I could escape

From the hands of loneliness

Gone

The garden gate still swings the same,
The garden path stills winds its way,
Nothing's changed in the trees and the flowers,
Since the day you went away.

The door still opens and closes
And doesn't care that you're gone,
The curtains still open gladly
And the windows, to let in the sun

The carpets still are lying,
And the three- piece suite's in place,
And the mirror in the hallway's said nothing,
Now it does not reflect your face

The fire still burns brightly,
And the piano is still in tune,
And the electric bulb when switched on,
Still starkly lights the room

The newspaper boy still turns up
And the newspaper it does to,
But he no longer posts that glossy magazine,
That he used to bring for you

And the chilled pints of milk,
Safe in the icy packages printed blue,
Have never asked why now they were bought for one,
When once they were bought for two.

The flowers in the garden border,
Still lean and tremble and sway,
And have long since forgiven you,
For cutting some of them away

And the bedroom clock ticks loudly on,
Marking each passing hour,
And the bathroom cabinet keeps secret its memories,
Of watching you take a shower

No, nothing's changed since you went,
The wardrobe doesn't miss your clothes
And there's no sign of my memories of you,
I've hidden all of those

And you won't come again,
And we won't care that you do not,
Me, my house and garden,
Well survive with what we've got

Or at least I thought it was so,
Until last night through the open door,
I heard my beds soft sheets crying quietly,
Because you were no more

M.C

A friend.

A friend, a friend
I have never known
A friend, a friend
That has shown
A doorway to light
A passage of hope
A piece of forever
And with this I cope
A friend, a friend
I will always hold dear
A friend, a friend
Who holds back my fear
Of all the rage
Of all the hurt
Of all the words
That are so curt
A friend, a friend
A friend indeed
He is my friend
And he will help me in need


BY
B

15 Malaysia~ ^-^

M.N. =)

Lonely I Am

Lonely are the nights
Lonely are the days
Lonely am I, in so many ways

Lonely are the seasons
Lonely are the years
So lonely am I, that it brings tears.

Lonely is this place
Lonely is my life
Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife

Lonely is this court room
Lonely is my sentence
So lonely am I that I ask for repentance.

HELOO

Hey...just drop by to make my first post....hihi...and hellooo to everyone..XD