HMMMMMM........

Life is so bored.

Seriously.

I just cannot think of what to do.

I want to study but no mood. lazy. Prefer to watch tv and hang out.

Am i changing recently? I don't think so. I hope not.

I AM worried about my exams and i will work hard for it.

But still, there is a little sting here and there. When i got nothing to do, i think.
Thats the only way i can keep my mind fresh and alert at all times. But the one thing bad about thinking is i think too much. YES. TOO TOO much.

Not that dirty stuffs lar...as in i think about my frens and my life. Think about plans but when i think too long, a fact always come in mind which i cannot say.THIS fact makes me sad and emo all the time and i will try to make my strong enough, just to make my way thru my life, IF and only if this fact came through.

The things i see in school clearly supports this fact and even yesterday, the incidentS i see supports the fact. I know there is a word call DENIAL but fate is fate.. I can see the that the thing i want is going directly opposite of my wish. Going to a point where it will seriously plunge an arrow through my heart if this little fact came through. I dunno what to say nor i dunno what to do. Its just a really bad pain when i come to think of this fact. So, let fate decide.

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